have you ever felt like really really down, like the world's crashed on you and you feel like you've never felt more sad in your life? and u just feel like just leaving this world and its evil. and like there's this nagging pain in your heart that just cannot go away? and how u feel that no one will ever understand you and you just feel like breaking into tears and hiding and locking yourself in the room to sob silently.... and u feel that no one bothers, no one even knocks on your door to ask how you are? and you just feel like inflicting pain on yourself as the emotional pain gets too hard to handle? and you just feel like jumping off every building a dozen times and landing and climbing up again and jumping off again? and then proceed to get in the way of every MRT train you see? or lying down in the middle of the CTE, just to END it all, this immense suffering?! well...






































do tell me how it feels. =)





















hahaha BASTARDLY, i knoooww.
but i couldn't help it. eeks. im sry to those really EMO people who have read this and suddenly felt that u had someone who shared the same trouble as you do.... really sorry hehe. o man i feel so guilty, like i've cheated on your feelings. actually i have. ^^